Tuesday, August 15, 2006
i dun wana do dis animore
i dun wana b de reason y
evritym i walk out de door
i c him die a little more inside
i dun wana hurt him animore
i dun wana take awae his lyf
i dun wana b....a murderer
i finally realised not to disturd firdauz animore....my luv for him has long since fade away...i dun wana be de cause of conflicts between us...n its tym for me to leave him alone n tink abt it...ders no point in kiping pursuing dis matter if he doesnt wan to....i've realised dat i am rushing things...i mean not saeing by experience,but i'm 15 he's 18...n hello...he's older den my second brudder....i'm still too young n i havent break my cacoon to becum a butterfly n go to de outside werld instead of staeing under my mum 24/7 all de tym...he's oso still young n he wans to study still i'm sure...better not disturb him animore...n remain silent to him....cos i dun wana do tings dat he doesnt wan to...juz leave him alone larg...for goodness sake....cos der is alwaes tym to do sumtin ryte.....creeps...i'm freaked out by dis n i'm not going to make guy frens older denme n from outside....cos u c i dun wan dis to be repeated n i hope u guys understand a lot lot lot....cos i've been tinking y he's being lyk dat to me...n i finally noe y....its a ard tym if u get into a relationship...tym managemant n studies n parents n break ups....cos i'm not up for it....
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truly sad cos i lost a good fren dat i truly appreciate cos he wanted to be my fren....i dun wana hurt his animore cos i dun wana take awae his lyf....
feeling very sad...sumting dat struck me has made me realise dis......
plaeing de unfaithful song cos i feel emotion running tru my body while de song is plaeing....
i dun wana do dis....animore.....
Let's ride a roller coaster with me(: Live through it. Or NOT.
