Monday, August 07, 2006
sad sad dae.....my cousins grandma...as in de father's side passed awae...she passed awae at about 8+....it was a very sad cos she was sufffering from cancer n doctor's cud not cure it n dey cud not do aniting n my aunt brot her back home....dat was lyk a few weeks ago den....wen she was in pain,she wud pich or slap ppl around her....sad huh?i really sympathised her cos she cud not bear de pain n had to be given morphine evri 2hrs or sumting lyk dat...she was buried at about 5+...she was a fun n bubbly grandma cos evritym i go to my aunt's house[wer she lived],she wud tease me calling me olden tyms names....but i dint take it at heart cos i noe she was joking....very sad loh....aniwae juz came back at abt 8.30 n went online later cos i had to do my maths hmk....lucky tomorrow not gonna see mr syed...but realli...i got over it partially....1/4 of it more to go....wish me luck babes....n not going to see him till fridae...n dats a way long long tym for me to 'recover' from my maluness[malae for embarassment]....reallli....y is my lyf so full of cruelty huh?making me do tings dat i dun wanna do....make me realise my mistakes tru de hardest n embarassing wae...y huh?dis question still leaves a mark in my head....a question mark....lemme tink tru dis ferst n make a decision on de answer...updates soon bebe....toodles....
Let's ride a roller coaster with me(: Live through it. Or NOT.
