See you at the end!

Monday, January 14, 2008

oi oi people.
okayy i know its rude but hellooo.
ahah and the word rude reminds me of someone.ahah.
okayy kentalan.
ahhhh.
but then again.
i was supposed to be sad.

and here goes.
i was listening to some raihan songs.
-flashback kintergarten times singing nasyid in class-
how cutee.
but still it brings back sad memories alot.

oh ya and i was listening to raihan because nazri suruh carikkan lagu.
sedih lah siaa.
kayy go cry.
and whatever.

oh ya.
im stressed.
im so stressed about this and that i forgot about some stuff todayy.
im so stressed about the decisions i have to make for my future.
im so stressed about my freaking results!!
MY FUTURE is in my hands mind you.
and it is in yours too okayy.
and its not easy yeah.
i dont kow whether to go for jc or for a poly course.
i am scared.
if i go for a jc option
i wont make it for a levels and i cant go into uni.
and then i will be stuck in between.
plusplus.
there are no excessive hands on experience in jc.

for poly,i dont know what course to choose.
i am scared if i have interest in a course now,
i would lose it halfway.
and i would have to repeat the year.
blablabla waste of time and money.
and you see i want to go into university.
if i go to poly,it would be hard to get into university as the top how-many-% people.
okayy redundant but poly can wear homies and i would get a laptop if i go to poly.
with all the projects and stuff.

i dont know.
please help me.
give me advice anyone.
give me guidance oh almighty.
lead me to success so that i wont regret my choice of life.
oh god this is so frustrating!!

but whatever it is im going to wait for results.
and soon after decide on this stupid 'life and death' situation.
and in the meantime,i need to see people!!
teachers alumnus friends friends-of-friends cousins aunts uncles mom dad siblings!!
so there's no time for work and i dont even give a damn about money anymore now.

its my studies i freakingly give a damning shitty shit for.
if you dont like me giving a damn about studies,
and if you care so much about your shopping and money,
might as well kau BERAMBUS!!
and stop thinking about spendatures please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gahhhhhhhhh i'm so mad at people for i-dont-know what reasons.
and okayy dont go complaining to me because you cant make your decisions.

okayy lets not talk about this anymore until we've got our results okayy.
it's my blog anyway and i have the pleasure to do as i please thank you.
and korang semue janganlah perasaan aku refer kat kau ehh.
please stop it damn it!!!!!!
okayy get lost before i go mad.