when i start to get bored.
i start to ponder.
wondering whether there's another chance.
for all of this to happen again.
and i wonder.
will i lose a friend whom i trust?
a friend who shares my joys and laughter?
whom i will always talk to?
whom i always help when in need for study or anything?
i am scared to face it all.
but reality check,its just part and parcel of life.
and growing older each dayy.
and when i ponder.
it makes me real sad.
we will change.
i will change.
all will change.
si no promises made.
but,why does all of this have to be this way?
why do we change?
is this a test from allah?

oh allah make me strong to face myself.
make me strong to get a move on and not dwell later.
ya allah.