i feel stupid and dumb for obvious reasons.
he has his way of doing things.
and i just realised that he was like this because of one thing.
i may not know how much his dad is suffering now,
but one thing's for sure,
i'm going to be behind you if you need someone to talk to.
and ive vowed to myself that whatever shit happens, i know its not really you.
one mistake couldnt be undone.
just a matter of fact that i live to improve myself and promise never hurt other people.
eventhough he might be some asswipe at times, deep down he still has feelings.
that, i will always remember.
how harsh the person is, how cruel he is, i cant be revengeful and do back what he did.
why?
because sooner or later i will find out that he is the one who actually cared.
but he doesn't show it.
and i never realised it until now.
so a dedication to you, 'just be strong and we'll all pray for him. no matter what happens life still has to go on. amin.'
lets pray together, one and all,
to ask ALLAH to save him in any way.
AMIN.