Thursday, January 01, 2009
Siti Aminah Bte Mohamed Arsad. well she has some things to sayy(:
the most loved, supportive family(:
the makciks!
sayang(:
new year has come. '08 is now gone. soon it will be far far away. and yes, no doubt the past years have been the same. but last year's was different. truthfully and honestly, the best batch of kiddies in tp and and they're all cool[in a way]. neither would i forget graduation or prom or result taking. they're all in the past. priceless moments that can't be rewinded. last year's birthday for me was a blast too, including the makcik's(:
all thanks to the makciks, mardiana marzuki, izzat hashim, the family, and yes someone special. special, but i doubt we'll be talking for a few weeks, or rather months. don't ask why.
the tears shed, the emotions spread, everything will change. 2009 will be a better year for me, for my family, for the makciks and even for that someone. if he's reading this right now, im glad to have you and and the times texting and calling, thank you for every word, but i just wouldn't let it past so easy. i know, i have my own flaws and this and that but the thing is, you just gave me hope. the hope of getting something in return of what i gave. but it just didn't turn out to be great. just another failure. well, that's life. i can't and won't simply cry over it right?
errm what else, oh yes. did i sayy that 2009 will be a goooooooood year ahead? full of smiles. i won't let anything be a barrier for me to laugh how hard i want to. cause it's just too short to spend time dwelling and stuff, life is too short to make the same mistakes over and over again i guess. well makciks, if i do, slap me. bring it on. cause im definitely positive and confident i won't let anything ruin this year. insyallah.
i love my life, how it is, whether it's gonna screw up it will be up to me. no one will or shall control it and tell me what nots about myself. self-confidence is the key. oh allah please make me a better person, please make me stronger person((: not forgetting, i love my makciks too! oh yes and the monsterssssssss and mardiana marzuki alotttttttttttttttttttt.
obsessive, posessive, agressive, but STRONG and PROGESSIVE.
insyallah for the better of the new year.
p.s. don't assume i'll forget easily. cause once it happened, it will be there forever. trust me(: no grudges because why? i still miss you. haha lame! it's okayy if you don't. i know i have great ambitions. haha don't worry if you don't cause ill get over it sooner or later. and no. i dont stalk. neither do i take revenge. it's just wishes. haha bloody wishes. at any rate, we are just friends. as u said?
yours truly, yet again, Siti Aminah.
