Friday, January 16, 2009
todayy. is the dayy. haha fridayy!
HPI lab was cool and fun. haha. spin the chair practical and see how the eyes move, the touch sensors, the eye degree, everything. was a niceeee lab. ended at 10.40, lunched and library-ed.
other than that lab practical, it's exceptional cause it's a sad dayy all the wayy. the emotion, everything. sigh. don't give us false hopes. it hurts alot. especially to the people who actually appealed. but then all of you didnt give a damn about it. just think about our feelings. it doesnt even take 5minutes. the reason you gave was what? that you've gone through the appeals? yes that's true, but it doesn't make a difference cause you can sayy all of it and you are actually not doing it. please, we all know the trick. comparing to the o level results? you tell me that for what? that's like almost a year ago. it doesn't matter now. for all to those that appealed, it mattered alot. you didn't see the tears shed, you didn't see the emotions , and you didn't even see how hard it was for these people to accept the fact. the fact that you said you were going to look through, read case by case, you kept their hopes up high. and then when you turn your back, you said it was
fair to not let anyone get transferred cause if one does get transferred, everyone should get a chance.what was that? i mean like what the heck. not even 3 or 5 out of the 14? it's just 14. it's just an extra half a class. what difference would it make?
anyway, whatever. i know it's none of my business cause i wasn't the one who appealed, but still, it affects the whole lot of us. it is our friends that we care for. the majority would even agree i think, just to let like a few people pass through? even if it means only one. i mean like of course there
are people who stood out from the rest? but you just whatever-ed them. pfft.
to dinee, we know how much you wanted to go for bmt, but i guess it's just fate. you can still depend on any of us to teach, we can work like last time i promise.
farah, true, it won't be the same without you in pst, but life has go on, you've gotten the choice, to pursue your dreams. we still have our cds together right?
we can study together, we can become drunkards at coffeebean together! i mean we still can celebrate birthdays and stuff, go shopping. just the timing and the subjects that would be different. that's all((:
and lastly to aishah, even though all of us are greatly affected, you stayed strong and did not show your sad emotions to us. i know, lets just hope we still have classes together alright((:
we can help each other. we can still love each other. and that's the reason why im still surviving. the reason why i still can keep studying. it's because of you guys, really. the source of motivation and hope. to succeed together and keep us from falling. the bottom line is. I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS. to eternity and beyond.
now this is what i call eternal love.
kambing, 'close your eyes, give me your hand..'
banana, 'do you feel my heart beating, do you understand..'
skinny, 'do you feel the same? or am i only dreaming..'
rocher[ro-sheyyy], 'is this burning, an eternal flame..'
