first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IZZAT HASHIM SAYANG. who turns the same age as me-.- omg i'm so sad!haha. handsome pe? haha((:

also to shah nizam tua. haha who turns 20 todayy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS!

SECONDLY,

cute tak aku? haha kindergarten siol.

so yes im bored.

feeling of rejection. yes it sucks. and no i have no control over it. sometimes i feel that i dont know myself. the way someone treats me even if the person himself doesn't realise it makes me think: whether did i do sth wrong or it is just the person. '.....i'm just a human, full of mistakes, full of hope. i can only pray to God, to have the chance to sayy out what i feel. i realise, i have hurt him alot, without realising it, being a trouble. ....if i had 10 lives, i wouldn't trade it for anything, anything at all. the only thing i can do is to make him laugh. even if i couldn't see his face, i could feel the smile that has embedded on his lips. when i face him, my heart aches every time he looks at me and he always has something in his eyes that makes me feel that he wants to sayy something, but i just couldn't figure it out. is this what it really means? i don't know, the thing is now to go and figure it out myself.....God thank you for answering to my prayers.'